Banana Nut Cookies...

ahoy there maties. schuyler here with another round of blogging' from my noggin'. not much to say except that i've been working out everyday, running on the treadmill. i jog around two miles or so, and with my new runnin' shoes, things are just awesome. it feels so good to get a great workout. i'm reminded of my high school baseball days where i ran so much that i often puked. i really hate running, but i can do it. i trained so hard at it back then that it still is triggered through my veins.

aww, and as i type this i'm watchin' The Office. probably my favorite show besides South Park. its season six and i've been watching it so much that the episodes are burned into my brain and eyes. when i really think about it, this simple, yet hilariously awesome show, has been one of the best medications i've ever taken. laughter is addictive and i can't get enough of it...

Brased Short Ribs...

there is time for work and time for play. i try to combine the two, but usually to no effect. i'm in ada again, eating a free lunch of ribs, carrots, and cabbage. its freekin' good. i'm definitely at play right now. this roller coaster of a week has finally settled down to me getting some more alone time in a relaxed state. i really do like the drive out here. it reminds me of all those trips to santa fe, but without the anxiety.

tonight i'll probably end up at mike's. its now become something i look forward to every weekend. the music i'm jammin' is smooth and ambient. the kind of stuff you can ignore, or fill in the backgrounds. i try to not be picky. things become much more simpler when you just let it flow...

Hurting My Overall Mood...

i had some problems this afternoon. my depression was taking over and killing my spirit. sometimes i think i've been messed with. perhaps some bad medicine. if i've caused this for myself, i regret it. if i've hurt someone or something, i'm sorry. i don't like being this way. its hurting worse and worse each time. it comes and goes like the weather...

Mowing Lawns, 100+ Heat...

well, its felt like forever since i've been on here. never to forget, i'm happy to once again be writing something. without giving it much thought, it seems that i have been creating something quite big. its a writing project that's been ongoing for a few months now. the project is a list of musical artists i'm currently into. not much when you read this, but as of right now, the document is close to 100 pages. that's a lot of music, and i haven't even gotten to writing down the artists i have on my ipod. overall, i think its something special and i have no idea where its leading, but i'm excited!!!

in other news, my job has been extended another year and my foot is much much better. life is good, but things are so confusing lately. i'm not sure what to make of it. too many thoughts and old memories taking over. i can only keep the peace and do my best, knowing that God is watching over me every day.

Kung-fu Schuyler, 84...

howdy everyone. i'm laying back against my couch, watching my crappy bootleg of Tron Legacy. its a special weekend for me because my little brother is here. i promised to spend some time with him this summer, so he's here with me. speaking of summer, i just found out i get to keep my job for another year. it was something boiling under my skin for the longest time, and now my prayers have been answered.

today was a long and troubling occasion. my inner thoughts were scratching at my heart, causing me to get depressed. on my way to pick up lil' bro, i wanted to stop over at moms and speak my mind. i thought i could get it all off my shoulders, but wait. there was another thing happening. i learned that my problems were just my own, and i shouldn't spew them out on my family when they have their own. times are tough with my relatives. there is never a peaceful moment that lasts no longer than a nap...

tomorrow were going to see Kung-fu Panda 2. later on we might ever go watch that new flick called Super 8. i'm most excited for that. oh, and earlier today i bought my very first bed. i can finally sleep in a relaxed position now!!!

Steak Burgers With Fries...

red earth is the starting point for oklahoma powwows. the best ones start immediately after and last all summer. its brilliant how much these things matter to native culture. i love every aspect of them, and i hope to keep the traditions alive for as long as i'm still kickin'. too bad i can't dance right now, what with my foot and all...

Only Shallow, Tight Around...

can you dig it??? i'm once again at the diamond ballroom, patiently waiting to see the Deftones. but before that i must take a quick trip with my old friends, The Dillinger Escape Plan. the opening band, which i'm sorry i forgot the name of, have just finished. quite the trip indeed, is what i'm thinking. too bad my foot is still on the mend...

i can't get into a heated discussion on my love for the Deftones right now. that's been done already. (look for the old post.) what i can say is, man, i sure have gotten older. physically and mentally. my body aches like an old building, swaying from a precision strike against its side. my mind is tired, lazily sitting here like a stone toad beside a water fountain. i don't think i'm supposed to be doing this for much longer, or at least in these jeans...