Nostrils Are Forgiving Hopefully...

i'm at ihop, brainstorming for indian falls creek articles to write in the splashes. the splashes are the weekly news paper scripts we make every summer. its something i'm very proud to be a part of.

ugh, i'm also still sick. i might have a sinus infection...

there isn't anything to write about at the moment. i'm stuck in this funk, and i can't really function that well. its as if i'm under a strange net, or perhaps a force field....

ugh, well in other, better news, the new harry potter trailer is out and its awesome. oh, and you all should also check out this trailer for a movie called, "13 Assassins." its the new takeshi miike film. you know, the guy who made "Ichi the killer" and "Audition"??? anyway, give it a looksee, because it might be freekin' sweet!!!

dig it...

My Snot Runneth Over...

i'm very tired and sick. well, not sick, sick, but instead stopped up. my sinuses are driving me crazy and today has just been a downer. at the moment i'm laying on the couch, watching Platoon. this is probably my second or third favorite war film. charlie sheen was a good actor and this film showcased it. he was winning once...

my sleeping habits haven't been so good either. my dreams are confusing and erratic. i can't decipher any of them. but what's the point of that??? they're just random images flying by at breakneck speed and you never really remember them that much. well, some stay with you. the ones that are usually near the end of your heavy sleep, or whatever...

what's the point in telling you all my day when there is nothing worthwhile??? i say this, i guess, in order to drain my thoughts. my head is stopped up and it can't take any more filler. what am i, a flash drive or somethin'??? no flash drive can hold all that's been through my mind. ugh, my mind. a place of limbo. a place where i hide away in order to protect myself from harm. too bad i can be hurt there as much as anywhere else...

HOV Lane...

i'm currently laying down in an unfamiliar bed, in an unfamiliar house, in an unfamiliar place. as of right now, i'm spending the weekend in dallas with my girlfriend and her family. so far its been quite nice and i hope that feeling lasts all day, everyday. i was very nervous coming here, but things seem to have settled and i'm relieved.

the drive here was a bit long, but not terrible. i had a lot of time to think of important issues while staring at passing objects and places. (kristy wouldn't let me drive...) my main concern was understanding my own confusion. my brain has constantly been on overdrive and won't stop for nothing. if the top of my head was pointy and spun, you could juice some oranges and lemons...

yowza, i'm crazy tired, so i gotta say g'night for now. i for sure need some sleep, and hopefully, if all goes well, sweet dreams will be had. dig it??? dug it... bleh bleh bleh (sinus congestion and burning eyeballs)

The Weekend Starts Here...

hey this is schuyler, just writing in. i'm currently out on the town with my honey bee, kristy. it's so far been an awesome time and tomorrow will be even better. the ou powwow is happening and i'm coming out of hibernation to dance. we'll see how things go...

oh, and tomorrow morning is freekin' record store day!!! stay tuned my gentle and kind folks. dig it...

Words For They...

iv'e witnessed many things. my words will show no respect for what's been. i'm just as confused as ever, but not completely gone. i often find myself thinking too deeply over matters that should seem clear. my head hurts like a fishbowl dropping from someplace high. i want to be knowledgeable of all things, but that's being greedy. i take what i get, and hopefully learn from it. twenty six years is a long time to be in bed, or sitting down. its prime moments to get out there and live. life is not meant to be wasted and burned. each step i take is getting me closer to my next level. life does have meaning and i believe that now more than ever.

ever seen the edge; that moment where its light and dark??? i have. its not the place to be when its not your time. there is a void, a short run to the bottoms of your soul, which will gasp for breath. my eyes are tired from all my subjugations. the things i've put myself through. enough has passed to where i can't stand it any more. my body is weak from self torment. my mind is thirsty for purity. i am in need of an awakening. a chance to live life the way its meant to be. humble and kind. happy and thankful. joyous and blessed.

my hand has fallen asleep...

Maple Bacon...

i'm currently sitting against my couch watching The Office and jamming old school screamo, courtesy of the band, Page. 99. one day i'll make a massive post for them, but until that time comes, we'll all have to make do with these dark ages i'm currently dealing with. (no computer or internetz...)

i think i'll go to mikes later and hang out. kristy is here with me and its nice to have her back from the recent business trip she was on. ah, and this morning, for the first time ever in my new home, i made BREAKFAST!!! i freekin' nailed it!!!

alright, that's it for now. i just wanted to check in and let you all know i'm still here. alive though??? well not according to my new profile pic. i look like a corpse...