Eggnog And Peptobismal...

remember my last post concerning my family Christmas??? how i always get nervous and anxious??? this year was exactly that. it got so bad i ended up getting sick and lost a good dinner. disfunctional can't even begin to describe the tension between us all. why oh why can't things be happy and peaceful??? at least the children seemed to enjoy themselves. my two little cousins we're all smiles when i visited on Christmas day. my sweet brother was happy too. seeing all these children be happy was a nice feeling and they all deserve that. i wish it was like that for them everday, but it isn't. there are things keeping them from enjoyment and it hurts me too see it. to see that for any child is tough. it reminds me of my childhood and brings back bad memories...

still, Christmas isn't about certain things, but about one thing, and that one thing is God. i never much cared about the real meaning of Christmas until these past few years as a more mature adult. (as mature as i can be i suppose...) i take my time and observe everything and everyone. i'm left with the feeling of just me and the Lord. i have to pray much harder these days because its becoming worse and worse. Christmas is supposed to be the most peaceful time, and peace doesn't seem to come without war. but then again, nothing is past God's power, so that's why i keep praying.

Little Classic Rock Enthusiast...

i just watched the first official trailer for The Hobbit. i'm freakin' stoked. i'll have to wait an entire year for it to come out, but that's fine. every little bit of juicy details to get excited about just eases my pain. ha ha. no, really though, i'm just passionate about certain things and its nice to have little pieces scattered around to look forward too.

this evening me and kristy took out my two cousins to see Christmas lights. its nice to see them, but it doesn't happen often since they live so far away. they're precious and very funny. i was teased all night and forced to listen to Bob Jovie and the Eagles. those rascals!!!

Christmas is just about five days away. the excitement is here, but my patience is the most important. being around my family is unpredictable and usually stresses me out thinly like ringing a wash cloth. i always have to pray before our gatherings begin...

A To-go Drink Please...

i'm a survivor. i did another year at my churches Christmas play and i nailed it. well, it wasn't as difficult as last year, so i won't go into detail about how BOSS i think i was. ha ha

i'm home now and very tired. there is a pack of kit-kats sitting next to me, waiting to be demolished. i think i'll end the night on that. :^)

Pomegranate Ice Tea...

i'm in the church Christmas play once again. this time i play a character known as the "warrior." basically he's the guy who denies Joseph and Mary a stay at his inn, or in this case, a teepee. i don't mind doing it again because its important, but i'm finding the time to do such a thing rather difficult. i guess this is why being an adult has to pay some dues...

right now me and kristy are watchin Pawn Stars. i might have mentioned that show on this blog before. anyway, those pawn guys really do low-ball their customers. lol

Come To My Hood...

i'm going to finish all the rest of my Christmas shopping today. i'll have to brave the mall this saturday morning. i'm in good spirits though. i've actually been looking forward to this. oh, and i'm getting a haircut again as well. mmm...i sure could use a coffee right now.

how's it going on your end fine folks out there??? i really hope all is well with you. dig it...

Dietrockstarchocolatecokepastatoast...

you're killin' me smallzzz...

me a kristy are with my grammy decorating for christmas. we're talking about my old friend tony. i wonder how he's doing these days. he'd be about my age, or a little older. i hope he is well and happy with someone close.

OU is playing OSU tonight. its bedlam time. people are gettin' antsy and the weather is wet and chilly. i'm in good spirits and tryin' to persuade grammy to let me vacuum the floor. she just mentioned how her neighbor across the hall fell down the stairs. i've never met him, but the stories are interesting. picture archie bunker, but more blind.

aww, and in cooler news, i got back my tubemate app. mp3's are gonna be scarfed!!!

aight, so i'll see you all laters. i'm hungry and need to get off this phone while in the company of loved ones...