Schuyler Unit Hunger Squad...

i'd like to thank kristys family for having me over this past holiday. the time i spent there was very nice and relaxing. the food was also awesome. VERY AWESOME!!!

me and kristy spent time shopping on black friday. it went surprisingly well, considering how crazy people are this time of year. ah ha ha ha. this very moment i'm watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force and its just as stupidly funny as its always been. some weird spider thingy that looks like its made from a man's balls just made love to master shakes face for nine years in a sleep chamber. yeah...

well tomorrow is the start of another work week. it won't be too far until christmas and i've already purchased most of my family gifts. time is swell. dig it...

Thank You Very Much...

please give thanks, for thanks is good, and good is thankfully given...

Dubstepperzzz...

i’m waiting for my thanksgiving vacation to start soon. after tomorrow’s workday actually!!! the excitements got me pumped for the time off away from the usual business of life. i’ll first begin my journey in dallas, hangin’ out with kristy and her family. later on we’ll probably go shopping on black friday, which i hope i can handle. (i hate crowds and waiting in lines…) after about two days down there, it’s back up to oklahoma for a powwow in durant. it’s the choctaw thanksgiving weekend festival thingy. i’ve been doing my runnin’ for about two/three months now and i’m a bit nervous to dance, but curious to see if i’ll do much better than the last time. (i couldn’t last one song…)

ever read RAGE comics??? look them up sometime. they’re pretty amusing for some stupid internet meme. uh, i don’t really have much else to say. it’s complicated writing this down using microsoft word and carefully making sure that you never capitalize any words, nor work on adding the letter “G” to the ends of statements like, winnin’, writin’, grinin’, bathin’, fallin’, tweekin’, breakin’, fartin’, free-basin’, gun totin’, swimmin’, kissin’, lickin’, chicken’, porkin’, peein’, drivin’, towlin’, plowin’, standin’, shavin’, dreamin’, singin’, livin’, and killin’…

what will the future bring me??? who else is there for me to meet? will i eventually meet everyone i’m supposed to in this lifetime???? will i be able to be published??? is there an answer to these irrelevant questions that mean nothing outside of this little blog of mine??? ever watched, or read, The Basketball Diaries??? that stuff was whack. sort of awesome too… you ever seen movies like, Spun, Kids, City of God, Gummo, Akira, Blue Velvet, Come and See, or Twilight??? look them up sometime. those were hard to get through for me. i mean MY GOSH!!!

i listen to dubstep, but have grown tired of all the mess that’s been made of it in recent times. it’s not like i didn’t expect something that grew naturally to not be exposed and bastardized by the masses, but seriously, it hurts. the same goes for emo music and native american sweat lodges. once the media gets hold, you better get through as much of it as you can before John, “everyday shmuck” Doe gets around to “doin it”. god i hate the media and mainstream, but of course will allow myself to dwell within its toothy grasp. i love me some videogames and movies. did you know that there’s supposed to be a teaser trailer for The Hobbit this december??? i’m not sure which film(s) will show it, but much like all those crappy flicks that had Episode I sneak peeks, i’ll probably deface myself and sit patiently until it comes up. i’m just that much of a nerd…

oh, and one more thing to mention. once my income tax comes in, I’m gettin’ a friggin’ new computer ya dorkin’, snorklin’, bitin’, smirkin’ people out there!!! word to yo motherzzz…

Twilight Breaking Bongs...

kristy wants to go to see the new Twilight movie, but is chillin' with me instead. we're watching the last Harry Potter movie. (its a bit more overdramatically dumb than i remember...) po' thang, she was left behind on a midnight movie gathering. oh well, i'm glad that she's here. no point in seein' a movie like Twilight with millions of zombie fangirls. those kind of people are the reason i don't go to midnight movies anymore...

i can't say much about the movie or books that hasn't already been said all over. for me though, it only took reading about one quarter of the first "novel" to experience dread and insecurity on my part for reading such trash. there's better reading found on the back of a malt-o-meal cereal box than on one page of Twilight. i received a bfa in creative writing and i spend many hours of my time trying to write a profound piece. if someone can write a book like Twilight and make it big, what's stopping me from doing that??? well i'll tell you why...i have more respect for myself and any potential readers i could possibly have. i couldn't live with myself if i wrote something as horrible as those books. those poor poor fans. what will they do once they realise their precious time was wasted on such a blatantly awful excuse for written words???

oh, and my blog is probably full of just about as much terribleness as those books. all i can say is that at least my words don't describe the crazy amount of details like eyes, face, mouth, skin, and smell. once i got around to reading about Edwards physique, i felt sick. oh, and for the record for the record for the record for the record for the record for the record, my eyes are green/hazel, face like a lego man, mouth with full lips, white skin with a hint of shading, and a smell that's not duck butter...

Schuyler Gone To Heaven...

something special will happen tonight. me and kristy are going to see The Pixies and they will be playing their album, Doolittle, in its entirety. i find this to me a momentous occasion, but also one of deep, personal memories. there is a lot of emotional baggage that this band carries for me. i spent quite a bit of time listening to their music and experiencing them with certain people. it makes me even more humble that I finally get to see them, but also that it’s a sort of turn around. things in life just seem to work out in mysterious ways. i have no clue what to expect tonight, but i just hope that me and kristy will remember it for a good long time and that i will be refreshed and whole. a kind of thing that i’d like to say will, “fill in the gaps in my life”, so to speak.

my plans for Thanksgiving weekend are going good. i think i’m going to Texas with kristy this year and spending time with her family. i’m really looking forward to this because i desperately want a change. i need a change. time to do something for myself. later on saturday i think i’ll head back to oklahoma and stop by the Choctaw powwow in Durant. my dad and stepmom are getting a hotel room and i’ll just hang with them. too bad i won’t be able to go fishing. last time i went down there me and dad went striper bass huntin’ with our old buddy Rick. fishing for striper is one of the best things in the world. the only way to feel at peace sometimes is to spend several hours just fishing. not many things in the world are as relaxing as fishing.

and so i’m off once again. time to start plannin’ on what to get my family for Christmas and time to start plannin’ on the time spent with my video games. i have around 15 that i still need to beat the crap out of, but geez, Battlefield 3 is just so awesome and taking a huge part of my time. oh, and Modern Warfare 3 is pretty boring overall. it really is the same ol’e thing…

Frozen Hot Chocolate...

its close to 11:11:11. by the time i post this it might be that special moment. kristy reminded me of this time in our lives. does it mean anything??? not really sure...

Brightness And Me...

i'm with Kristy at the Conservatory. we're about to watch Pianos Become the Teeth and Touche Amore; two of the best hardcore/screamo bands on the current scene. these aren't your typical hardcore bands mind you, but instead two seperate groups full of energy and honesty that doesn't seem be all that common these days. i'm stoked, but not too sure of what Kristy thinks. this might be too HARDCORE for her. lol

hey, one more thing here. after work i went out and got my copy of Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3. yeah, yeah, you might think i'm a hypocrite or something, but for the record, i never said i wasn't going to get it. so far the single player mode is awesome and better than i expected. i haven't dived into multiplayer, but i'm pretty sure its just like all the other ones in the series.

so with that i must take off. i gotta get my punk mode switched on...

Road Trip Rock Star...

i'm not making a lie when i say that i FINALLY got a new car!!! it's a 2010 Volkswagen Jetta!!! for some reason i've always wanted one and now i have it. i'm still shocked a bit. it's just the Lords doing. i prayed soooooo much for a new car and now i'm safe and secure with one. i shouldn't have worried as much as i did, but that's just my nature i believe. still, its here and i'm very, VERY grateful. thank you Lord so much.

oh, and my car is named...Shasta. Shasta Deal. :p

Credit Union, Onion Bloomin'...

i have a gallon jug of fresh, clean water sitting next to me by the couch. it sustains me during the night in case i ever get thirsty. hmm... i guess i have nothing else to add to that. :/

oh, as for a more better thing to mention, i moved to a credit union and now i'm approved for a car loan!!! the loan officer was very nice and took a chance on me. somethin about my age, job, and lack of student loans seemed to impress her a bit. lucky me!!! well, actually it was all God's doing.

now if only i can pick a good car...